Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn't (lyrics) -

: A notable feature of the full album version is a spoken-word outro where, despite the preceding heartbreak, Headley’s character ultimately takes the partner back when he arrives with flowers, illustrating the difficult cycle of such relationships. Production Credits

The song explores the painful internal conflict of being deeply in love with someone who treats you poorly. Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn't (lyrics)

: The opening lyrics describe being left home alone while a partner is out "hanging with friends," ignoring calls and failing to check in. : A notable feature of the full album

: James Harris III (Jimmy Jam) , Terry Lewis , and James Wright . Producers : Jimmy Jam & Terry Lewis. Associate Producer : Heather Headley. : James Harris III (Jimmy Jam) , Terry

"I Wish I Wasn't" is the breakthrough debut single by Trinidadian-American singer Heather Headley , released in from her debut studio album This Is Who I Am . The song is celebrated as a contemporary R&B classic, known for its emotional depth and Headley's powerful vocal delivery. Lyrical Meaning and Themes